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It's ridiculous.
I can't express my feelings, hiding
myself behind my smile. I laugh all the time, even when all I am is broken inside.
I can't get rid of the past, and the future scares me. This is pathetic, completely.
It's all gonna be okay. You bother yourself with very little. Don't be so pessimistic. Gonna be okay...
I'm sick of hearing this. I already know. But my enemy is myself, and nobody can save me from this, right ?
So I remain silent about this. I am way too much aware of my own problems. I destruct myself. And I laugh. That's all I can do.
That is ridiculous.
This bittersweet feeling. It's like I enjoy the pain...
Don't mind this blog, unless you feel yourself a little in it. :)

❝Remember one day, I'll leave.
This is not what I want but this is what I'll need.❞